boys...men...guys...whatever!

I Hate guys, men, boys, whatever at the moment....i always go for total jerks who treat me horribly!!! i can say that there have only been two guys in my life who i have been able to stand as friends: moises and michael. other then them i dotn know why but i attract idiots for friends/love interests....im so sick of guys. i have enough shit in my life that i dont need overly emotional men in my life to add to it! honestly, i want friendship and they just cause more problems. i think the problem is that somehow i dont know how to tlak to them....or its that i have a strong character and i get sick of people easily. people tend to annoy me easily....i find somehting that annoys me about them and then it just consumes my thoughts about them....yup....my aunt in mexico told me that because of all the shit ive had in my life i was going to find an AMAZING man....yeah that wont happen with my luck....a man that will love me for me and provide an amazing life that i deserve. honestly the way my life is going, its just getting worse as the years go by....and there seems no clearing in the near future....if only.........